My First Times….
Everything in life is our first time at some point of time. For example, our first class in school, first outing with friends, first kiss, first …. we encounter the first time at some time. I encountered lots of first times in a very short span, say within a week. These are my first times in a week…
1. First time in the last 4 years, i didnt check ma mail for 3 whole days…
2. First time , i saw two gals hitch hiking a lorry in some glittering dress and heavy make -up. If you want some direct words, i can use , road side hookers 
3. First time, i felt as a complete man, when a gal told, she will suggest ma name to her parents when they are looking forward for her marriage.
4. First time i felt deeply incapable, when ma cousin sister asked for some food to suppress her hunger in a bus journey and i had nothing to offer…
5. First time i felt so much vacuum in terms of emotion, when i failed to feel even a single thing, for ma cousin brother’s death.
**update**: finally i missed ma cousin, when i was traveling with my other cousin. we were 4, now, just 3…oopsi…
6. First time i waited in a mortuary entrance with some enchanting smell of yesterday’s humans for more than 30 minutes, to receive a corpse.
7. First time, i was completely awake and didnt talk, sing or text for two full hours. I was filled with silent for such a long duration in the so far life time…
8. First time, i felt, ma mom is very stupid and mean and so many more things, for cursing God for her nephews death… ( Never blame a non-existing entity for anything)
9. First time, after so many years, I felt, ma dad is some what good 
10. First time, i felt like, im not writing some stupid post, but also felt others might not feel the same way
ps : First time, you can comment on ma blog and it might be some precious thing in your life when you look back after some 10-20 years, that you commented on such a great person’s blog (T&C).
T&C – i should live that long, so as you. the mentioned thing is subjected to market risk, i may not become so popular too…
Machi.. 4th point delete pannidu.. Ur definitely totally CAPABLE and u ve proved it to the world already!!
Congrats for the 3rd point!! And I like the 8th point!! Indeed, its wrong to blame a non-existing entity! 10th point – Not a stupid post! 
Affirmative sir!!
Hmmm… finally the other side of you is out. Nothing to comment here.. nerla pesipom…. and “Anbe sivam” so I disagree on point 8.
hi, i dunno who u r. stumbled upon ur site through my frnd and this post is quite nice! do continue to post such refreshing stuff.
Cheers.
@ VJ
hey enna sonnalum triple meaninga pesaringa da…
regarding ps: Im Commenting it bcos after same 10-20 years you will feel that “wow !!!!!!!!! A great person commented my blog nu” [:)]
Machi 3rd point unmaya nadanthucha !!!!!! enakanamo nambikai illa [:(]
@ Mahesh
yeah, always ready to talk man… Anbae sivam is good concept, but …sari vidu…
@ Devin
Hey thanks… yeah will continue this blog journey for few more years… thanks again….
@ Dinu
Hey dude… i ll delete ma blog then
and sad emoticon is too much… dont feel too much da …..
And 3rd point is some what true da
I like the blog entry. I don’t like a few things though–> like you being totally emotionless! become human atleast! on the other hand, i am happy that someone(referring to point 3) thinks that you are worthy of meeting her father..yayy yayy! that calls for a treat =D
I cant believe point 3 and 7. (This guy always lie)
And pray that point 6 never happens again in ur life time.
Ellathukum mela antha disclosure romba pudichiruku…
Happy Blogging dear…
Hey nice write up.. Anbe Sivam!! Very true..and the point no 3. whoz tht stupid gal ..oru thappanavana poi recommend pannareanu sollara…
..lol..
Dont b soo stone hearted…in life..
machi.. ivlo paer stone hearted ah irukade nu solranga.. aana, adhunga ellam total sentimental loosuga.. Ni ipdiye iru machi. naamelam sentiment pakkame pogakudadu…
@ Parul
Hi didi. Yeah. The fact is, i cant think of ma cousin brother not being with us…. I dont miss him at all. i still cant feel for it… I dono whats wrong … Infact, we are some what close. We talk to each other occasionally…
@ Ambica
Hey baby… 3rd point is true. so do 7th point. Yeah i too didnt like that 6th point… But time decides everything…
@ Jayashri
Ninga oruthara recommend panni irukkingalae, anga mattum enna vaazhutham ???
And im not stone hearted n all… overa lam sollathinga…
@ VJ
Hey its not correct actually, to be like this… but stone hearted lam illa da… we too have some sort of feelings. may be we feel in a different way and express it in a different way. we may be called as human deviants… so, in-humane lam solla koodathu nammala…
I agreed to the 2nd comment.. Finally the otherside of you is out
Really good post with content
Finally you found one gal who suggests ur name to her dad..thats cool:)..keep going;)
@ Manju
he he he. other side lam onnum illa
out in nu ennalamo solringa 
sentimental ppl……
@ Bhargavi
Akka, its just some plan. Nothing is confirmed yet. So you need not to stop your search…
and thanks for saying good content