காலமெல்லாம் உனக்காக, கால் கடுக்க நின்றிருந்தேன்,
கல் மனசுக் காரி, கால் மணி நேரம் கூட பாக்கலியே
காத்தடிச்சா திரும்பிக்குற, மழை வந்தால் சுருண்டுக்கற
என்ன செய்து உன்ன என் பக்கம் சேர்க்க, ஒண்ணுமே புரியவில்லை

நானும் உன்னைப் போலவே இருக்கிறேன் என்று கர்வம் கொள்வேன்
நீ ஒருவேளை, இவன் தானே என்று கண்டு கொள்ளவில்லையோ
என்ன என்னவோ எண்ணங்கள் தோன்றுகின்றன நெஞ்சுக்குள்(மனதிற்குள்)
பஞ்சு பஞ்சாய் வெடித்தேன் என் எண்ணங்களை , வடித்தேன் என் வண்ணங்களை

எப்போதும் வீசும் கருணையற்ற காற்று காணாமல் போனது இப்போது
மருகினேன், உருகினேன் என் காதல் உன்னை சேரவில்லை வாடினேன்
உயிர் அணுவை அணு அணுவாய் வெடித்தேன், உன்னை சேர்வதற்கு
மயிர் இழையில் என் உயிர் காதல் நொடிந்து விழுந்தது நாதி அற்று

சோகம் சூழ மோகம் போக, ஊருக்காக சிரித்து காலம் தள்ளினேன்
புதியவள், எங்கிருந்தோ வந்தாள் இளைப்பாற இடம் வேண்டும் என்றாள்
மௌனமாய் நின்றேன்; எல்லாம் எனக்குத் தெரியும் என்றாள், வியந்தேன்
ரீங்காரம் செய்தாள், என்னுள் சிருங்காரம் செய்தாள்

என்னை முழுவதும் தெரிந்தவள் போல, என் காதல் அணுவை எடுத்தாள்
பறந்து சென்றாள், விரைந்து சென்றாள், என்னவளை கட்டி அணைத்தாள்
முத்தம் கொடுத்தாள், சற்று பொறாமை பட்டேன், பரவாயில்லை விட்டு விட்டேன்
என் காதலை அவளிடம் கொண்டு சேர்த்தாள், என்னவள் நாணிச் சிரித்தாள்

ஒன்றும் நடக்காதது போல் மீண்டும் பறந்தாள் புதியவள்
எங்கள் காதலை சேர்க்க வெகு தொலைவு வந்தாள்
மீண்டும் பல காதல் மலர்களை ஒன்று சேர்க்க பறக்கிறாள்
மகரந்தக் காதலின் தூதுவள், புதியவள் என்ற தேனீ…

My last post was to describe some racist nature hidden in our ancient systems, but not against any particular religion. Since Hinduism was the oldest religion (Gulf of Cambay – 7000BC followed Hinduism), it is natural to get a great impact of thousands of generations and their ideologies. The religion had to embrace a lot of modifications and had to accommodate modern thoughts and gain a new shape. So lot of flaws may be noticed here and there.

Why atheists in India are not talking anything against Christianity or Islam ? Ofcourse there are many other religions like Sikhism, Jainism, Buddhism, Zoroastrianism and so on, but I will just talk about the two other major religions in India. When I was discussing about the last post with one of my buddies, he got so angry that I was completely biased and Hinduism is always an easy target. It is true that Hinduism is a soft target, because the followers are not much affected by the fact that their gods are ill-addressed. They are able to digest the flaws and move on. They go to temple the very next day. Is this part called tolerance ? Maybe yes. They are allowed to question in Hinduism. While in Christianity and Islam, you are never allowed to question.

Even some well known atheists like, Periyar Dasan (even before getting converted into a Muslim) was targeting Hindus and supporting the faith and belief of Muslims and Christians. I think it is biased. Kamal Hasan is my Hero, but even he seemed to target only Hinduism. The well known comedian, Vivek was targeting the baseless beliefs and practices in Hinduism. So they are Atheists or just Anti-Hindu ?

Is it true that the other two major religions are flawless ? Christianity is completely sane ? These are my opinions and sound funny and unreasonable if you are a Christian…

1. There are always questions about the proper marital status of Jesus.
2. There are few other conspiracy theories about his death/crucifixion.
3. Why Jesus was asking his father when he was about to die, why he betrayed him at his crucifixion.
4. Why should they share their part holy book with Muslims.
5. Why the Era separation comes in this fashion, if Jesus was born on 25th of December.
6. Why their god has so many connections with the Greek gods ?
7. Why their religion should give women second grade treatment ? Why Magdalene was completely ignored ?
8. Why there are so many versions of their holy book and so many corrections ?
9. How a pope (human) can change something that is supposed to be written by God’s disciples themselves ?

Islam is very well known for it’s controlling nature and focus towards the god. When the new religion is well set to launch, they had to address the flaws of the older religions and also stand as religion with their own principle and ideologies. Islam is a religion that want to bring some discipline to humanity like many other religions, but in some strict way. The following are my opinions or ideas which all Muslims will disagree to, except 3rd and 6th points.

1. Hinduism was one of the most popular religions and most followed when Islam was found. Main controversial ideology of Hinduism is Idol worship, so Islam addressed it and followed formless god.
2. They analyzed the medical issues and made the ‘Halal’ principle.
3. When Islam was found it was dark period when women were ill-treated as a result of the christian principles and so they had to further kindle the male chauvinism in order to sustain in the market called “Religion and God”. Islam gives permission for husbands to beat their wives until they do as they are asked to do.
4. Polygamous nature of humans were handled well in Islam by allowing people to marry whomever they want to ( Lot of complications and they are very well tackled when it comes to blood relation, eg: a man cant be married two sisters at the same time)
5. If all prophets have some legal powers during the D day, why Jesus was not given any powers ?
6. Just for not saying ok to God’s experiment of earth game, all the animals are subjected to be eaten by humans ? The god doesn’t know anything about blue-cross ? Just a camel and a goat get their place in heaven ? How do they get it, if they are forcefully used by humans ? Why did god select just that particular goat ? or that particular camel to serve humans and get a spot in heaven ?
7. Why constantly bringing fear into humans by reminding about hell and the punishments, if the god is so kind enough and the religion is so peaceful ?

Unquestioned faith in both religion make them even worse to believe than the old Hinduism. Religion and god is pure business and people fall for it all the time.

Christianity and Islam are both similar when it comes to non-practitioners of their religions. They go to hell for sure, no matter how much good deeds they do, they go to hell. Hinduism can claim that they don’t have any such things. It is because by the time Hinduism was found, it must have been the monopoly boss and no competition, so no such rules, otherwise you other guys would go to hell made by Krishna or Shiva or whoever

If you are a non-believer of god and you believe in nature or science or other than god stuff, be proud of it and be against god-believers of all religion and all forms. I am a proud non-believer.

Ps: Atheism / Non-believing of god is not a fashion, its a feeling and principle and philosophy.

Will you agree that India is the forerunner for everything in the world ?
Technology ? Yes.
Science ? Yes.
Math ? Yes.
Literature ? Yes.
Racism ??????

A big YES. We are preaching racism in each and every thing we do, in India. Our oldest religion Hinduism is modified to preach racism in the godly institutions. Our holy books are filled with racism. Our holy chantings are filled with racist ideas. We are one of the biggest racist country.

How come this is possible ? We are all Asian race, right ?
The world categorize us into Asian race. Are we really ok with that category ? NO. We are North Indians and South Indians. Infact, nowadays, we are North Indians, South Indians and Tamils.

How we got this categories into our minds ? How we got the initial idea of these races ? Aryan and Dravidian ? You could say the, im talking too much about Tamil and stuff. But the truth is, Tamils are under-treated in their own land. How this all started ?

It started way before ages. The Indian literature separate timeline as Yuga. We had so many kings in so many Yugas. How come all Gods are from the northern part of the Nation ? How come eventually they were kings once ? The people and politicians lived there were very clever to portray their kings as gods and established those facts in very strong form of literature, which eventually got translated into the country’s most powerful Holy books. For example, Bahavad Gita, Ramayana, Mahabharata, the list keeps on going…The people and politicians down south never thought about these plans and fell prey to them. So we still have great kings form South and good gods from North.

Ramayana – A compilation of the Author’s racist nature
Ramayana is the most racist book in the history of Indian literature. Rama was a great ruler, I would agree to that, but a god ? chances are very light. Rama – a beautiful guy, most charismatic king loses his wife to a demon from South… Really? Rama leaves his country and moves towards south. He sees monkeys living in south and monkey ruling those lands… Seriously ? Kishkinta mentioned in Ramayana tracks down to the present day Karnataka. People in Karnataka are monkeys ? Seriously how racist the author could get ? Then comes the worse. The Tamil speaking people down the south in SriLanka, which was an integral part of India then, were Demons. They were resisting Rama, the god. All people there are demons, evil spirits, the king is a demon, bla bla… Still you believe Rama is Lord ? ho ha ho… Its ur opinion.

Rama sent his wife to forest, because someone doubted her character (not even rama himself). Is this how you treat the sacred feminine ? This is clearly devised to propagate the dominance of males in the society over the Females. People believe it is a lesson to the world, how to life. Its clearly a gender discrimination message sent to the world. You still believe rama is a god ? Its your opinion…

We will discuss about this further in future posts.

Actually when i wrote about Y factor, my friends asked me, the post is odd man out, because all of ur posts were about women Is it ? i read ma whole blog in a single stretch for the first time and discovered, yeah its true and im like ufffff. Am i always like this ? Whatever i wrote , revolves around gals ? Cooool….

So in contrary to ma last post, Y factor, here is X factors, i observed, assumed or imagined

Disclaimer : Im writing this for fun, if u r serious feminist and kill a guy who just says, “too many girls in my work floor its awesome / too many girls in my work floor, it sucks”, please spare me Im really harmless I ll try to be really really nice at some point

Here we go, the X factor !!!

X factor 1 : As far as women are concerned all men are stupid Most being the husband and least being the dad.

X factor 2 : Men are boring with all the jokes and funny talks. Gossip talks are the best entertainment !!!

X factor 3 : National welfare and National economy is based on the shopping ability of each woman.

X factor 4 : They never grow fat or old.

X factor 5 : They need the guy to select a dress for them, and they have to reject it and compare it over their own selection.

X factor 6 : Only girls can understand others, but they dont know hell abt the other one…

X factor 7 : They are never over done with the make-up…

X factor 8 : They are sweet to their mother-in-laws only if the later is diabetic…

X factor 9 : When the guy spends for his car, he is spendthrift and foolish, when he spends for her, he is matured and loveable.

X factor 10 : Even though they wana agree to most points mentioned here, they never do !!!

I remember a metal hanging on the wall of our house.
“I am the Boss of this house and I have my wife’s permission to say so !!!”

Sorry to leak your secret dad !!!

Prince Williams and Kate Middleton’s wedding is the Royal wedding we witnessed first in our life. Google logo, youtube channel, people on street, queen in her gown, other royals all over the world (ofcourse, i didnt find any royals from India in photos, pure democracy ), were attributes of the royal wedding. Every one talking about the pregnancy rumors and stuff. I mainly wanted to write this post, to post this picture. the caption for the picture from Jammy’s blog. “Royally Fucked”..

Actually, nick names, call names of people are really weird and awesome sometimes. I have a strong habit of addressing ppl with the call names that i come up with. Usually the names i come up with, would become much popular and much irritating to the beholders What are all the names and the reason behind them ???

1. Donjami – the most wide spread and wide used named for Dinesh Jayapathi. His mail id says, DonZami, which eventually didnt suit him, so i turned it to Donjami… Donjamiiiii… Sriram, enters our house with this weird koundamani sound, donjamiiiii, like injayiiii…. (Ivaru Don !!! )

2. Prem – Prem is the name, quite catching up between we guys. Karthik, with his weird haircut, suddenly entered our house like sri la sri, swami, Premananda So the short name Prem. Dont worry bro, soon the word will be spread !!! Actually, Mithun would be happy, if i also mention the name, “Raj Kiran” too here. I couldnt even imagine Karthik, with RajKiran’s Trousers and eating chicken leg piece !!! (He claims himself as “Ken” )

3. Chellam – Prasidha Raghuraman, chellam of cse b section 2008 bath. Name root cause, “i forgot” would be a good answer, illana machan kochuparu !!!
*update – Prasi is alsi known as ‘Thavala’ among a small group of people. I gave her this name, because, when she makes some sad faces, she would look like a thavala !!!

4. Mama – Guhan Almost all people he knows, except his mom and dad calls him mama, without even knowing the reason. Its a small secret between we guys, how he got this name

5. Buski – Sarath Kumar !!! (Terrific Voice Mail):P. Actually this is a copy cat. One of my classmates, Sarath is called as buski and i named this sarath also buski, but for the past few months, he is doing justice to the nick name “Enna buski, vanthathukku, ippo nalla Oothama irukka, America la Nalla saapado !!! ”

6. Payroll – Parul Some people call her payroll, some ppl, parooo, some ppl something else This payroll is just sticking to her still i guess, thanks to me

7. Sweety – Every one in my friends circle knows shalini kumari as sweety She is so sweet and i love calling her sweety chubby cheeks, rosy lips, so sweety !!!

8. Yakka – Some how i called her akka and it eventually turned into Yakka – Preethika !!! Terror of our Gang

9. Rambaby – This is my aunt. My granny use to call her Rama Kutti, which eventually got translated into Ram Baby. Her name is ramalakshmi, but everyone in our family calls her Ram Baby

10. VK – Vijay Krishna – Actually im so tempted to explain this name, but this guy would think im trying to insult him in all possible ways and thats my prime task So no explanation. But later the name developed into, (VK)^2, (VK)^3… till (VK)^5 i guess All sooper good developments !!!

Makkalae, Now u start !!!

Yeah its been 24 years… Waav… I luv it so much, my life. I still remember when i would bed wet and try to convince ma mom, that its ma sister and how foolish i would have been to do that with the clear left overs in ma night pants. (it was during ma childhood, so im damn sure its just bed wet).
Now, i have the desire to explore, passion to write, patriotism towards world, luv for cute gals, longing for a better career, lots and lots and lots…

Certainly i have grown up Ma mom would not agree to it though, not because im her son, but she definitely had some doubts on my mental soundness when i proposed an idea of recreating the day during night by fixing a mirror behind the earth

I have come across lot of things, but when i think about it, i realize, nothing i have done all these years Still in the remembrance of these dead 24 years, i would like to pen down something…

Top 10s of my 24 years

1.
One luv: She was awesome, she was wonderful (to me). she was natural, she was honest, above all, she was beautiful . Anyway, She is no more single… she is happily married and i think she is with kids

2.
Two deaths: disturbed me a lot.
My very own grand mom. She is like a prime enemy to ma mom, but still she has always been sweet, sweeter, sweetest to me. For her im the whole world. She lived that long till her 80s just for me !!!(I still believe that )

My cousin brother. He was like my own brother, since he stayed with us most of the time. He might not be an entrepreneur, but he would have become one. I waited in mortuary to receive his body for an hour and it was one of the horrible moments of ma life. Death teaches man a lot.

3.
three misses:
* One of my close friends tried to ask me out, but i was so dumb, i didnt get it. Things would have been different now. We laugh at it even now when we talk (but definitely i missed !!!)
* I felt very bad when i got transferred to Chennai from Bangalore. I missed all my friends there and definitely we fell apart after that transfer. I should not have gone back to chennai…
* Terrible third miss – everything would have changed in ma life, everything would have been so different. I was so interested in catering, and got pushed into engineering by my mom and dad. I miss ma completely sponsored studies including 3rd year in Swizz !!!

4.
four weddings:
* Two are my cousins weddings, from which i realized, weddings are the only occasions where we could enjoy with our relatives, who otherwise might be torturous.
* Two are my friends weddings, jeyanthi akka’s wedding, pavithra’s wedding… They were awesome… also wanted to include thaneer’s akka wedding, but four weddings is kinda attractive

5.
Five friends of life:
* Kumar, sudar,sano,kudi and parul didi….
* I never thought, i would be so much valued by others or i would value someone above myself, these are the guys… My friends of life…
* We might not talk to each other in future, as often as we do now. We might lose others phone numbers, we might have forgotten their spouses names, but still… we are the best. These are my best buddies…

I wrote 10 points initially, but the rest 5 points were like,
six other sickos – ma awesome friends from college
seven sins, ma personal, terrible mistakes
eight cries – moments when i cried out loud…
nine nightmares – when i was like awww
ten things i would like to do

At this moment, i just wana thank ma mom for introducing me to this awesome world, with awesome bunch of people I luv u mom (also u dad ) and i luv u all